assalammualaikum.....entah lah...kali ni..ak ase sgt sedeh sgt...sunyi sgt...suram....
nape ak rindu sgt kat die ni...tolong la niney..da 1 tahun 5 bulan da ni...lupekan je la die...ape ni..knp ngn ak ni,...
die hepy da skang ni...nape mesti ak jd cam ni...nape ak tunggu ko..nape ak wat diri ak cam ni...herrmm..ak ase trok sgt ngn diri ak..ak tak tau..nape ak bole meseg die lagi...ak da janji kat diri ak..x nak ag msg die...bab ak nak die hepy..bab ak nak die ngn pakwe die hepy...ak tanak kacau hubungan org....
ak faham cam ne saket nye aty ble hubungan kte ni kene kacau...tp,nape ak nak wat cam tu....
ak da msg die da td...ak tye die.. "askum...ape kaba...?"simple..but..penuh ngn harapan..penuh ngn penantian..penuh ngn tande tye..penuh ngn kerinduan..penuh ngn harapan...
sampai skang..im still waiting 4 her lg...nape la ak tunggu ko..
TOLONG LA YA ALLAH...buke la pintu aty ak untok org laen...nape ak tutp aty ak ni,...nape ak keras kan aty...saket sgt rase cam ni....saket...ak tak penah saket cam ni...tiap2 ary cam ni...rindu sgt2...RINDUUU..!!!PAHAM TAKK...!!!ak tak sgup lahhh...kejam nye ak ngn diri ak YA ALLAH..!!!
makin lupe...makin menjadi...makin kuat lupekan..makin kuat ingatan...sumpah..sampai skang..ak bole bau lg bau ko cam ne...sampai skang ag..ak masih ingat care ko bjalan..maseh ingat care ak jage ko..maseh ngat..ak pegang tangan ko..maseh ingat..ak menangis sebab ko...maseh ngat..ayat yg ko wat ak nanges...maseh senyuman ko...maseh ngat pandangan ko...ego ko..sme nyer...lengkap..!!ak ingat sme nyer...!!ak rindu kat ko sgt...sumpah..!!rindu sgt3...!!tak penah lekang dr ingatan ak...!!!sumpah...ko lah yg wat ak tau erti cinte...ak rindu nak cium dahi ko..ak rindu nak say...niney syg yuna sgt...ak rindu nak say hidung beso...tp,tu sme da takde...da tak bole...bcoz..u r not mine....!!ak still tunggu meseg ko reply yuna..nape ko tak reply...??ko da lupekan ak btol2 ke...?????yuna..kalu ko da takde sape2..im still waiting yuna...please keyh...I MISS U SO MUCH...susah sgt nak lupe kan ko...ak tak tau knp..ramai lg yg cantek kat lua ni...tp,ko laen...ko melengkapkan hidup ak...yuna..say it too dat u miss me too..please...im neve 4get u walapon im trying harder to 4get u...i dont now y..but..its so painfull...please..dont let me be like this...
BUT..WHATEVER I SAID..PLEASE..MAKE SURE THT U R NOT HEPY WTH HIM OR,U R ALONE...
i don want be a PEMUSNAH...bcoz..i dont want bahagie atas penderitaan org laen...mcm mane aku rase...~
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