~~ I'M BROKE ~~

Err.. lame x update.. ermm....
ak x sangke sgad.. ak leh syg kat ko.. tp, ak sedeh sgat.. kte x lame,,, ak juz leh time je ape yg ko pilih.. ag pon.. ak bukan yg tebaek ntok ko.. ak noting.. ak xde pape.. ak paham sgad keadaan ak cam ne..
kadang2.. ak ase nyesal lak syg kat ko.. bub.. ak tau.. ak ni x kuat nak lalui saat2 cam ni.. err..
cam ne ni..? ak da syg kat ko sgad ni.. ak takot.. nape ak leh jd cam ni.. ak cube jd kawan mu.. ak cube.. walaopon ak tau susah nak cube.. sebab.. ak da give evrything about me kat mu..
ak x kan tinggal mu.. ak cube.. walaopon mu juz kawan ak skang ni.. ak x tau cam ne nak jd kawan mu.. jujo.. ak x tau..ak tau ko senang nak anggap ak cam tu.. ak pon thanks sgat kat ko.. bub.. ko jujo ngn prasaan ko.. ak pon x nak ak je yg syg kat ko lebeh ... ak nak fair.. ko hepy.. ak pon cube hepy..
AKU SYG MU.. =((

~RINDU NYER KAT DIE.....!!~

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~huhuhuhuhu...~

Assalammualaikum..... ~_^"

huhu...da 2 ari dah...mane larh die pegi...rindu nye ak kat die...sumpahh...rindu sgad2,..tiap2 malam kowt tunggu die...tp,die x muncul2 pon...hurmmm...
smpai mlm smlm ak mimpi die...klako gler...bhahahah..but nice..mimpi yg sgad comell... !! kalau lah betol2 die cam tu..memg ak pelok die kuat2 n kiss die smpai lebam...bhahaha..hurrmm..ape cite larh agak nyer die ni erkk..??huhu...i hope..die sehadd n cukop makan..bub..die slalu x mkn..hohoho..jap g kowt ak nak g kol die...huhu..bub...ak tak g topup ag...bhahaha...die rindu kat ak x agaknye erkk..??kang..x pasal2 ak sorg je yg beriye rindu kat die...huhuhu..i hope die pon rindu kan ak...kalu x...hurrmm..malu larh muke ak ni..bhahhaa...rindu syakkk...!!!huhu..nak kacau die ag...die da ar manje..byk ckp....comel...hahhaa..nak usik die ag ar...hehehhe...rindu sgad2 kat kamoo my BEBY...!!!huhu...

~!SOMEBODY PLEASE POKE MY HEART..!~

Assalammualaikum...
eerrrr..lame dah x update...hurmm...noting 2 say actualy...but...nak gak cari point..hurrrmm..hehehehe
bukan ape..da lame kowt ak tunggu bulan jatuh kat ribe..2 tahun..waitting 4 her is badly damage my heart...
coz,evryday see they hepy...but me..blom2 ag..tulah nini..ape pon x bole....bhahha...
ak sgad2 lah merindui die...but..die da bg tau ak da smlm...hurmmhh...sdeh kowt..saket kot..
tp,ak x tau nape..kali ni ak kuat sgt tok denga kate2 yg merobek telinge ak ni...huhuhuhu..hurmm
ak kol die smlm..then..she tell me evrything...the whole story..the whole prasaan die kat ak...
die ckp..‎"I DONT LOVE U LIKE I DID YESTERDAY ..."
DAMN..!!u noe wat n how i feel when she said it 2 me..??i feel..evrything i saw become darken..lolz..then...i tried 2 push my mind n my heart to be strong...i noe..im strong enaf skang ni...walaucamne pon..ak tau..ak x patot da tunggu die kalu ak slalu saket bab die...ak fhm..die da cube lupe kan ak sangat2...ak pon bukan putus ase..but...ak nak diri ak bahagie skang ni...x nak da saket2...2 tahun tu byg kan...huhu...da la..ak pon da malas nak pk ag sal ni..ak nak bukak buku baru..nak try bukak pintu ati ak tok org laen...kali ni ak nekad..ak da x nak da jd nini yg dulu....ak nak jd yg baru...saket tau tak...huhuhu....then..i wish la..kalu ade sesape yg kat lua sane..yg terbace blog ni...please la..POKE MY HEART OK...!!! im waiting 4 a new life...da malas da tunggu..(BUKAN DESPERATE SGT EYHH!!) huhuh..hahhahaa....

DIE ADEK SAYE..!!!

tp,di ingatkan..ak ni bukan budak kaye ok..ak bukan ade ape2...ak takde ape2...noting...ak sorg yg bese2 je..tp,kalu ade yg mengetok aty ak....pastu tbukak..ak ak jd seorg yg terbaek ntok die..n sayang kan die sbagai mane die syg kan ak...AMIN...!!!

~ IM TRYING HARD 2 FORGET U...BUT...~ :((

assalammualaikum.....
entah lah...kali ni..ak ase sgt sedeh sgt...sunyi sgt...suram....
nape ak rindu sgt kat die ni...tolong la niney..da 1 tahun 5 bulan da ni...lupekan je la die...ape ni..knp ngn ak ni,...
die hepy da skang ni...nape mesti ak jd cam ni...nape ak tunggu ko..nape ak wat diri ak cam ni...herrmm..ak ase trok sgt ngn diri ak..ak tak tau..nape ak bole meseg die lagi...ak da janji kat diri ak..x nak ag msg die...bab ak nak die hepy..bab ak nak die ngn pakwe die hepy...ak tanak kacau hubungan org....
ak faham cam ne saket nye aty ble hubungan kte ni kene kacau...tp,nape ak nak wat cam tu....
ak da msg die da td...ak tye die.. "askum...ape kaba...?"simple..but..penuh ngn harapan..penuh ngn penantian..penuh ngn tande tye..penuh ngn kerinduan..penuh ngn harapan...
sampai skang..im still waiting 4 her lg...nape la ak tunggu ko..
TOLONG LA YA ALLAH...buke la pintu aty ak untok org laen...nape ak tutp aty ak ni,...nape ak keras kan aty...saket sgt rase cam ni....saket...ak tak penah saket cam ni...tiap2 ary cam ni...rindu sgt2...RINDUUU..!!!PAHAM TAKK...!!!ak tak sgup lahhh...kejam nye ak ngn diri ak YA ALLAH..!!!
makin lupe...makin menjadi...makin kuat lupekan..makin kuat ingatan...sumpah..sampai skang..ak bole bau lg bau ko cam ne...sampai skang ag..ak masih ingat care ko bjalan..maseh ingat care ak jage ko..maseh ngat..ak pegang tangan ko..maseh ingat..ak menangis sebab ko...maseh ngat..ayat yg ko wat ak nanges...maseh senyuman ko...maseh ngat pandangan ko...ego ko..sme nyer...lengkap..!!ak ingat sme nyer...!!ak rindu kat ko sgt...sumpah..!!rindu sgt3...!!tak penah lekang dr ingatan ak...!!!sumpah...ko lah yg wat ak tau erti cinte...ak rindu nak cium dahi ko..ak rindu nak say...niney syg yuna sgt...ak rindu nak say hidung beso...tp,tu sme da takde...da tak bole...bcoz..u r not mine....!!ak still tunggu meseg ko reply yuna..nape ko tak reply...??ko da lupekan ak btol2 ke...?????yuna..kalu ko da takde sape2..im still waiting yuna...please keyh...I MISS U SO MUCH...susah sgt nak lupe kan ko...ak tak tau knp..ramai lg yg cantek kat lua ni...tp,ko laen...ko melengkapkan hidup ak...yuna..say it too dat u miss me too..please...im neve 4get u walapon im trying harder to  4get u...i dont now y..but..its so painfull...please..dont let me be like this...
BUT..WHATEVER I SAID..PLEASE..MAKE SURE THT U R NOT HEPY WTH HIM OR,U R ALONE...

i don want be a PEMUSNAH...bcoz..i dont want bahagie atas penderitaan org laen...mcm mane aku rase...~

~KALAU LAH IM STILL WITH U...~

hurmm...lame ak tak update blog...hurmm..bkn ape...ak nak sgt...p,ak bz sgt sejak2 da keje ni...huhu...nak wat cane...leteh kowt....huhuhu...p,sebena nye...aritu ak nak post ....tp,ak tertido lak...huhuhu...ntah ar...sejak2 minggu ni...ak asyk tingat kat mende lame je...ak still x leh lupe kan die...kawan2 ak..sme ar kenangan ak mase blaja...ak asyk tingat kat sme mende2 mase ak stadi....mybe ak miss all d moment kot.....waaa...!!sedeh gler ar...nape erk...ish3...~ k la...ari tu 27 hb feb....d date tht my sis tunang,...im so hepi 4 her...ye lar...da lame kot im waiting her 2 get engange...bab...ak syg sgt kat kakak ak tu...kalu x...die je ngok org tunang..kawen..sme ar...tp,ari tu...die lak...hhahaha...memg sonok....tp,pas habes je sme majlis 2...tetibe..ak tingat kat something yg wat ak sdeh...d date my sis enganged is same where im get declair wth my ex....its so pain u noe...ak ngat kan,...ak leh lupekan die...sebena nye...ak salah...smpai skang n hari ni...im still think bout her...nape la bodo sgt ak ni...ak ngok die skang ni hepi je ngn bf die...tp,nape ak still sekse diri ak...nape ak wat cam ni kat diri ak sendri...ak ni x kesian kan diri ak ker...ak x pk ke yg die x kan balik kat ak smle...die da hepi la niney...die da ade her own life...she hav a gud bf...she hav evrthng tht make her life hepy...why im always be like ths...knpe niney...!!salah ke ak ni...salah ke ak still tunggu die...??ak x tau...ak bengong sgt...hurmm...kalu ikut kan pade date 2...ak ngn die da 1 tahun da...kalu la im still wth her...i will sing a song 2 her...like a evryday nase ak ngn die...tp,kalu ary 2...i will sing ~SELAMAT ULANG TAHUN SYG~ tp,,,ak x bole...die bkn milik ak...tengah2 ak lepak2..ak pon bkak la lgu tuh...d song is very touch my heart..d music..d prounouns....evrything..is perfect 2 make me so sad...dulu mase ak declair ngn die..tiap2 hari..ak akan ckp bape hari ak da kapel ngn die...ak x penah lupe...im always count it...ak syg sgt kat die..smpai skang...tp,ak thn..ak thn dengan sme ni...ak kuat...ak kuat...sedang kan...ak tau..ak x...tiap kali ak bkk fb...mesti aty ak saket...sedeh...sme anasir nagatif dtg...ak sebena nye hepi ngok die hepi...tp,ak x paham pe da jd ngn diri ak ni skang...nape la ak still sekse dri ak.....hurmm....ak sebenar nye syg sgt kat die...hurmm...kalu ak still ngn die...mesti ak sonok....kalu ikut kan date..kalu ak still wth her...ary ni da setahun 10ary....tp,nak wat cane...im juz rancang..but He is menentukan...syg sgt...ak nak je wish kat die 4 my annyversry...but..its nothing 2 her....awk..sy nak ckp kat awk...selamat ulang tahun syg....~