~KALAU LAH IM STILL WITH U...~

hurmm...lame ak tak update blog...hurmm..bkn ape...ak nak sgt...p,ak bz sgt sejak2 da keje ni...huhu...nak wat cane...leteh kowt....huhuhu...p,sebena nye...aritu ak nak post ....tp,ak tertido lak...huhuhu...ntah ar...sejak2 minggu ni...ak asyk tingat kat mende lame je...ak still x leh lupe kan die...kawan2 ak..sme ar kenangan ak mase blaja...ak asyk tingat kat sme mende2 mase ak stadi....mybe ak miss all d moment kot.....waaa...!!sedeh gler ar...nape erk...ish3...~ k la...ari tu 27 hb feb....d date tht my sis tunang,...im so hepi 4 her...ye lar...da lame kot im waiting her 2 get engange...bab...ak syg sgt kat kakak ak tu...kalu x...die je ngok org tunang..kawen..sme ar...tp,ari tu...die lak...hhahaha...memg sonok....tp,pas habes je sme majlis 2...tetibe..ak tingat kat something yg wat ak sdeh...d date my sis enganged is same where im get declair wth my ex....its so pain u noe...ak ngat kan,...ak leh lupekan die...sebena nye...ak salah...smpai skang n hari ni...im still think bout her...nape la bodo sgt ak ni...ak ngok die skang ni hepi je ngn bf die...tp,nape ak still sekse diri ak...nape ak wat cam ni kat diri ak sendri...ak ni x kesian kan diri ak ker...ak x pk ke yg die x kan balik kat ak smle...die da hepi la niney...die da ade her own life...she hav a gud bf...she hav evrthng tht make her life hepy...why im always be like ths...knpe niney...!!salah ke ak ni...salah ke ak still tunggu die...??ak x tau...ak bengong sgt...hurmm...kalu ikut kan pade date 2...ak ngn die da 1 tahun da...kalu la im still wth her...i will sing a song 2 her...like a evryday nase ak ngn die...tp,kalu ary 2...i will sing ~SELAMAT ULANG TAHUN SYG~ tp,,,ak x bole...die bkn milik ak...tengah2 ak lepak2..ak pon bkak la lgu tuh...d song is very touch my heart..d music..d prounouns....evrything..is perfect 2 make me so sad...dulu mase ak declair ngn die..tiap2 hari..ak akan ckp bape hari ak da kapel ngn die...ak x penah lupe...im always count it...ak syg sgt kat die..smpai skang...tp,ak thn..ak thn dengan sme ni...ak kuat...ak kuat...sedang kan...ak tau..ak x...tiap kali ak bkk fb...mesti aty ak saket...sedeh...sme anasir nagatif dtg...ak sebena nye hepi ngok die hepi...tp,ak x paham pe da jd ngn diri ak ni skang...nape la ak still sekse dri ak.....hurmm....ak sebenar nye syg sgt kat die...hurmm...kalu ak still ngn die...mesti ak sonok....kalu ikut kan date..kalu ak still wth her...ary ni da setahun 10ary....tp,nak wat cane...im juz rancang..but He is menentukan...syg sgt...ak nak je wish kat die 4 my annyversry...but..its nothing 2 her....awk..sy nak ckp kat awk...selamat ulang tahun syg....~